In my early life I made two very important
discoveries. In the first place I discovered
that making money was easy. And in the second
place I discovered that making money and spending
it foolishly was completely meaningless. I knew that
this was not what I was here for, but at that
time (this was many years ago), I didn't know exactly
what I was here for. It was out of a very deep seeking
for a meaningful way of life, and after having walked
all one night through the woods, that I came to what
I now know to be a
very important psychological hump. I felt a complete
willingness, without any reservations, to give my life,
to dedicate my life to service. I tell you, it is a
point of no return. After that, you
can never go back to completely self-centered living.
[...]
Now there is a living to give instead of to get. As
you concentrate on the giving, you discover that just
as you cannot receive without giving, so neither can
you give without receiving - even the most wonderful
things like health and happiness and inner peace. There
is a feeling of endless energy - it just never runs
out; it seems to be as endless as air. You just seem
to be plugged into the source of universal energy.
You are now in control of your life. You see, the ego
is never in control. The ego is controlled by wishes
for comfort and convenience on the part of the body,
by demands of the mind, and by outbursts of the emotions.
But the higher nature controls the body and the mind
and the emotions. I can say to my body, "Lie down there
on that cement floor and go to sleep," and it obeys.
I can say to my mind, "Shut out everything else and
concentrate on this job before you," and it's obedient.
I can say to the emotions, "Be still, even in the face
of this terrible situation," and they are still. It's
a different way of living. The philosopher Thoreau wrote:
If a man does not keep pace with his companions, perhaps
he hears a different drummer. And now you are following
a different drummer - the higher nature instead of the
lower.
--Peace Pilgrim