In my early life I made two very important 
                          discoveries. In the first place I discovered 
                          that making money was easy. And in the second 
                          place I discovered that making money and spending 
                          it foolishly was completely meaningless. I knew that 
                          this was not what I was here for, but at that 
                          time (this was many years ago), I didn't know exactly 
                          what I was here for. It was out of a very deep seeking 
                          for a meaningful way of life, and after having walked 
                          all one night through the woods, that I came to what 
                          I now know to be a  very important psychological hump. I felt a complete 
                          willingness, without any reservations, to give my life, 
                          to dedicate my life to service. I tell you, it is a 
                          point of no return. After that, you 
                          can never go back to completely self-centered living. 
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                          very important psychological hump. I felt a complete 
                          willingness, without any reservations, to give my life, 
                          to dedicate my life to service. I tell you, it is a 
                          point of no return. After that, you 
                          can never go back to completely self-centered living. 
                          [...] 
                        
Now there is a living to give instead of to get. As 
                          you concentrate on the giving, you discover that just 
                          as you cannot receive without giving, so neither can 
                          you give without receiving - even the most wonderful 
                          things like health and happiness and inner peace. There 
                          is a feeling of endless energy - it just never runs 
                          out; it seems to be as endless as air. You just seem 
                          to be plugged into the source of universal energy. 
                        
You are now in control of your life. You see, the ego 
                          is never in control. The ego is controlled by wishes 
                          for comfort and convenience on the part of the body, 
                          by demands of the mind, and by outbursts of the emotions. 
                          But the higher nature controls the body and the mind 
                          and the emotions. I can say to my body, "Lie down there 
                          on that cement floor and go to sleep," and it obeys. 
                          I can say to my mind, "Shut out everything else and 
                          concentrate on this job before you," and it's obedient. 
                          I can say to the emotions, "Be still, even in the face 
                          of this terrible situation," and they are still. It's 
                          a different way of living. The philosopher Thoreau wrote: 
                          If a man does not keep pace with his companions, perhaps 
                          he hears a different drummer. And now you are following 
                          a different drummer - the higher nature instead of the 
                          lower. 
                        --Peace Pilgrim