In
my early life I made two very important
discoveries. In the first place I discovered that
making money was easy. And in the second place I discovered
that making money and spending it foolishly was completely
meaningless. I knew that this was not what I was here
for, but at that time (this was many years ago), I didn't know
exactly what I was here for. It was out of a very deep seeking
for a meaningful way of life, and after having walked all one
night through the woods, that I came to what I now know to be
a
very important psychological hump. I felt a complete willingness,
without any reservations, to give my life, to dedicate my life
to service. I tell you, it is a point of no return. After that,
you
can never go back to completely self-centered living. [...]
Now
there is a living to give instead of to get. As you concentrate
on the giving, you discover that just as you cannot receive
without giving, so neither can you give without receiving
- even the most wonderful things like health and happiness
and inner peace. There is a feeling of endless energy - it
just never runs out; it seems to be as endless as air. You
just seem to be plugged into the source of universal energy.
You
are now in control of your life. You see, the ego is never
in control. The ego is controlled by wishes for comfort and
convenience on the part of the body, by demands of the mind,
and by outbursts of the emotions. But the higher nature controls
the body and the mind and the emotions. I can say to my body,
"Lie down there on that cement floor and go to sleep," and
it obeys. I can say to my mind, "Shut out everything else
and concentrate on this job before you," and it's obedient.
I can say to the emotions, "Be still, even in the face of
this terrible situation," and they are still. It's a different
way of living. The philosopher Thoreau wrote: If a man does
not keep pace with his companions, perhaps he hears a different
drummer. And now you are following a different drummer - the
higher nature instead of the lower.
--Peace
Pilgrim |